bloddy hell!

again and again.

oke ini bukan lgu avril lavigne yg girlfriend itu cuma mirip itu. at least itu kondisi gue skrg. *sigh*

well, out of to our main menu.

gue uda baikan ma nyokap. at least it getting better sh walau gue mkin dikekang but i guess it is ok right? told ya sumthing, when u cant fight it just become friends of it! easy right? although its break my heart so deeply.

and my dad? yeah he's going to be okay. i love him more than everything.

cuma masih tetep aj ( n gue rsa susah skali bwt brbh) klo nyokap gue msh demand sesuatu yg gue anggp rda imposibble.

yup, bloody hell imposible.

dy mnta gue plng di bwh jam 9.. and it meansssss..... no bar, no k****l ( ok this one is not a problem) and no ladies nite out!!! *sigh* cape dheeee......

well im gonna give it a shot though.

and i had my funny story and lovely day today:

crtany dimulai wktu gue ma temen2 gue prgi ke lumiere bwt maen basket after meeting ( map pak, sya tidur. abs sya gk ngrti topikny, jd mndng bobo lah)

dan mrka mulai maen basket gue bengong trs mutusin maen capitan dan.... KALAH. -_-'

alias gk dapet ( gk pntng dah)

si A who is the leader bilang: males maenny gk ada yg ngalahin sh
gue (dg kerenny) : u know what, sepandai pandainy tupai melompat jatuh jga lho

trs dimulailah babak k 2 .

si A (yg kbykn ngeremehin dr pda menghargai) : ....( sambil mulai celingukan)
si B: (dengan gagahny masukin bola ampe nilai yg lbhhhhh tinggiii drpda s A)
gue: YE! YE! GO! GO! B! U ARE SO COOL!!!!!!! GO! GO!

gtu trus ampe mati.
YA GAK LAH!!!

dan sodara2... hasilnya..... jeng jeng jeng!!!!! SI A KALAH DG SANGAT AMAT MEMALUKAN!!!

gue: *ktawa setan ala neneklampir*" hohohohohohohohoh... sukurrrrr!!!! makan th!"

si A : *sok cool* ya kali2 mengalah lah, kn lgian gue gk srius tdi pas srius uda ktinggln jauh.

gue: gk bsa gk bsa aj dah.

si A : *bte mampus ma gue*

ahhhhh.... adem sariiiii..... uups th ma iklan. mksd gue ahhh.... puasny diriku.

lesson for today:

bhng biar bisa dipublish tnpa gue mnta izin orgny gue samarin aj ya.

well... gue klo lagi stres ykluarlah itu yg namany kebon binatang+ shit+ fuck+ damn + dkk

and this is my habit that i really need to change

lgi buka fesbuk tiba2 gue ngeliat inbox gue nambah

gue buka,
from xxx

intiny aja yah gue males ngetikny: crta dunk klo ada apa2. jgn nggunain swear2 gtu. kn gk enk dibacany. apalgi lo anak grja n org grja jga gk enak kli ngeliatny. apalgi image dr org luar, psti buruk dah.

Gue: ooh.... shit.

and gue mutusin not to reply.

why?

because some secret are not meant to be revealed..