complicated things

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

-broken string- nelly furtado feat james morisson

gue slalu coba yg terbaik bwt hal ini.
apa salah klo gue pgn control over my own life??

is it that wrong to have fun??
well, gue mulai menyadari klo d hidup ini there always been sacrife to gain something

and there will be always pain
pain will make us stronger.

tears down to my cheek and my heart hurts so deeply.
for a moment i really wish i can die

whats the point of having ur life which u cant control and use it?

maybe i was stupid and i cant make my plan well.
from past i wish that oneday i able to spread my wings and fly away from this living hell

a couple minutes ago i felt its better for me to die.
u can say i fail in my life, stupid and any other all damn fuck things on me

but i feel like shit right now and i dont know what to do
it feels like u are a bird and u r inside golden cage
everything seems too perfect to be with all that facility right in front of ur eyes
only one thing i cant get
my life

how many times i need to pray, asking God how to put an end to this?
ooww,,., give me a break i just want trust from u guys
to trust me and believe in me.

well i write this blog so u can understand me and i will pray so u wont feel the same as me

or another choice

u fight, 50% fail and 50% sucess